So I signed up today for ORLANDO! It's 9 months away but I am so excited. Since the boys came two years ago I've only spent on...

Spent most of the day dysregulated today.  2 hours in serious rage mode.  Told me he would stab me and kill me and no one would find my body...

It gets worst before it gets better....right? It seems the more I have been trying to do activities and have discussions with Matthew ...

After last night's "episode" I decided to make a chart with all the minutes of chores Matthew has earned for his negative beha...

Matthew lost a tooth yesterday and was very excited about the toothfairy.  At midnight last night he wakes me up to tell me the toothfairy h...

Printable Mandalas Not feeling too creative or energetic after several days of "episodes" as I like to call them, whats a ...

Im currently typing through the pain of my left arm that is now missing a huge chunk.....shout out to my friend R.A.D. on that one!  Should ...